And its time for the random philosophy post. Been awhile since I had one, mainly because I’ve not had anything really new to say.
Cover your ears and eyes if you wish. Running in screaming terror is also an option.
Don’t say you weren’t warned.
Some who know me in person understand I’m perhaps a very strange beast indeed. I am quite literally a case of a person who thinks far too much for their own good. So much so, that circumstances forced me to adopt a “Stress, What Stress?” attitude to life. Not that I resent that.
Its like a state of mind, or something. I guess some people can see me as ill-motivated or lazy. Because I am not a pusher or shover or mover of mountains, and will never be. I seem to dream about getting things done rather than getting things done. But from my perspective, its merely “What are you getting so riled up about? Calm the frack down!”.
Now, I’ll clarify immediately: I’m not trying to sell my own philiosophy and ethics to you. Undoubtably, its a state of mind and action that has plenty of flaws and is quite possibly only uniquely suited to myself.
But the point of the matter is that, in my escape from the chains of stress, in abandoning all hopes of being socially conformative, in dismissing the lunacy of even trying to climb the corporate ladder, I also escape the mad throng to the top. Free from its clutches, I see with an interesting light. One whose illumination I thought I’d share with you.
From my endless thought processes, I’ve personally come to the conclusion that desire is the mind’s true poison.
Well, that’s no revelation. I mean, come on, as far back as the Seven Deadly Sins, three of them are explicitly about desire in some form of sheep’s clothing. Lust, Envy and Greed are all desires of different kinds, whether its desire of the flesh, desire of others possessions, or desire of material gain.
Of course, humankind, in its traditionally paradoxical nature, can often derive strength from these very horrendous weaknesses. To deny your desire, to sever it from your being, is to cripple what makes you so brutally efficient as a person. So you cannot merely remove or bottle up your desires, for doing so will inevitably make you useless or, at best, volatile. Rather, you should embrace them.
However, what cannot be controlled is useless. Chaos for Chaos’ sake is still just Chaos and serves nobody. So letting loose rampant desire is also out of the question. It is only likely to destroy your morals and shatter your precious psyche.
Because, at this opposite end of the spectrum, if you are controlled by desire, and cannot obtain it, you will accumilate frustration (and hence, stress) faster than a magnet dumped in Iron Filings. And eventually, this too will cause you to snap because your desires are never fulfilled, probably turning you into a horrendous monster.
I think, however, that half of the problem in the latter case is just that you’re:
Aiming too Frackin’ HIGH!
(guns have recoil, dont’cha know!?)Society has this way of taking its poster children and SMEARING them IN YOUR FACE.
Whether its the ‘Sexy Cover Girl Celebrity who was once the girl next door who lost 40 pounds overnight no really’ or the ‘Rich Corporate Success Story who started with a bunch of coppers and now has a high flying business empire with a harem of wenches‘, our culture has a way of saying: “If this isn’t you, you’re a fat waster. Get off your couch and become awesome. Now.”
However, unlike in roleplaying games, people can’t just click their fingers, roll some dice, and suddenly have a Crowning Moment of Awesome.
And because we can’t, its like a Huge Terry Gilliam Foot just fell from the heavens and stepped on your ego.
But of course, because these people saturate the media and business world as ‘avatars of capitalist awesome’, we have no-one else to look up to, and so a vicious cycle of aiming far too high is proliferated. And what’s worse, people start to believe THEY are HAPPY because of it. Which is also encouraged, despite the fact it could be causing irrepairable mental damage, since the rules of ‘a happy punter is not a complaining punter’, and ‘if it ain’t broke don’t fix it’ suddenly come into play.
What’s the answer then?
Well, for starters.
Ahem. The following things will NEVER make you happy.
- Fame
- Wealth
- Beauty
- Power
Or at least, if you get to the point whereby they do make you happy, your spirit was obviously crushed long ago.
For achieving a better, less insane balance, focus your desires elsewhere.
All adults lust. But rabidly admiring girls on the street is the fast track to a slap at best, or the sexual offenders list at the worst. So don’t forget to lust from the comforts of your own home. Relegate your sexual desires to another reality, seperate from this one. It may sound as if I’m suggesting self-pleasure here, but that’s incorrect: This is even healthy when in a relationship. In order to regard your spouse with the same lust and pleasure you undoubtably (well, hopefully) shared when you were first dating, you need to take a snapshot of them, and make them become a different person in the bedroom. When you switch over, nothing else is in the room. All other connotations they bear, and hence, all mental baggage, is to be left at the door.
Everyone also has envy. However, if is over the above listed items, instead try to think about the negatives. Fame, Wealth and Beauty come with their own horrible consequences. Try to think about those, and you’re suddenly not so envious, eh?
Greed is obviously related to wealth in the modern capitalist society. It will not make you happy. Money was invented as a disposable income. You know, something to get RID OF. An alternative to actually having beautiful things by expressing them in soulless scraps of paper and chips of metal. Rather than working to obtain money to buy things determined as valuable by people you probably don’t even know or care about, you should instead work to obtain money as a means to live, and on the side, create or do things that ACTUALLY matter to you. As in, work not to progress. Work to live. Cash is not a replacement for life.
As much as I try to avoid making my opinions sounds like a cheesy self-help article, your mileage may vary. In truth, looking back on all of that, I can see where you might get that impression. But know that this was not the idea behind this huge geyser of philosophy that I decided to spout out today, but rather a means to express how I see things. As I said before: I’m not trying to sell my own philiosophy and ethics to you. Undoubtably, mine is a state of mind and action that has plenty of flaws and is quite possibly only uniquely suited to myself.
Nevertheless, you can see how dangerous my mind can be on ‘splurge’ mode, can’t you? LOL.
But of course, if you take something from it, then well done…Or something.
Anyway, you can take the cheese out of your ears now. Your regular programming will now continue.
First Impressions: Sora no Manimani & Spice and Wolf 2nd Season
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Guh, more work yesterday. I seem to doing a relentless amount of overtime at the moment. Sheesh. Anyway, I’ll cram SoraMani and Spicywolf into the same post here. Because otherwise it’ll never get all done. Besides, I did three shows a post last season, didn’t I? LOL.
Sora no Manimani
Sora no Manimani seems to have played out mostly similar to what I previewed before. Saku and Mihoshi were “childhood friends”. Notice the quotation marks; but his father got reassigned and he moved, only to return to this original town after 7 years. Its not a move that he’s relishing, since the so called friendship was not mutual. He really didn’t consider her his friend; but rather a tyrant that destroyed his life, since all he wanted to do was read, but she kept taking his books hostage and dragging him around to see lovely night skies, because her father was a astronomer (pretty evident: having ‘hoshi’ in her name, which means ‘star’).
Of course, he hopes to avoid her or that she’s changed and matured, but that wouldn’t make for fun storytelling, now would it? She’s pretty much the same evil little girl in a teenage body. Whom is still crazy about astronomy and is now the clubs recruitment specialist. Hilarity ensues. Here’s your dose of screencaps:
So small, so cute, SO EVIL!!!!
Funny how the past always comes back to bite you in the ass
~Priceless reaction~
Shooting Star Glomp Strike!!
I mean, that smile just immediately paints her as evil, doesn’t it? Especially if she manages it whilst astride him.
Excellent subtitle, if I may say so myself. But Dude, you’re blocking the toilet entrance.
Well, if you’d have just played the cute crying card earlier, there wouldn’t have been any problems, would there?
Wild imaginations rock!
The club president seems to routinely die for no reason.
I’m not exactly 100% sold on this show yet. It does have potential, though, so we shall see. I certainly be looking at the next episode.
Spice & Wolf Second Season
Yep, this is progressing almost exactly like the preview too. As I noted there, this continuation of the Spice and Wolf series means moving into the novel which covers the Pyrite saga. Its a nice little part of the series, and though I don’t want to spoil it for everyone, has some fascinating economics and great extra characters. Of course, it pains me a little, because the anime series is faithful to the novels. Which, don’t get me wrong, is great. But of course, it also means I know exactly whats going to occur before it does.
Hence, much like me knowing the Tears to Tiara plot well and not watching that as a result, there is a distinct chance I’ll do the same with this part of Spice and Wolf. Though, of course, chances are I’ll still get the episodes and watch them when I feel like it, since I love the dynamic of Spice and Wolf.
For everyone else though, I of course can’t mound enough praise on the series, assuming you like a slow show thats mainly centred around character development. I personally find the medieval economics aspect quite fascinating too, but I guess that would alienate some. Anyways, some caps as usual:
Welcome back, guys. The cart scenes are usually what make the series.
You’re a wolf goddess. Its okay if you snore a bit.
I want to sing the fishsticks song, but I’ll resist!
Lawrences usual reaction is back, as well.
Lawrence’s buddy is rather important to this plot-line. They do alot of negotiation.
A flashback to one of Horo’s moments of wisdom.
And the ending credits have some really cute chibi’s.
Should probably do Kanamemo and/or Princess Lover tommorow. Still haven’t actually got around to watching them yet!
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